जिंदगी अजीब दास्ताँ /mysterious life

जिंदगी कितनी अजीब सी दास्ताँ है यह ,

रूठी हुई है परसों से , तो मानी हुई भी है हर दिन यह,

रात दर रात कटती है रुआंसी तन्हाइयो में , तो दिन दर दिन बितती है महफ़िलो में यह,

कोई उलझा सा अनसुलझा सा सवाल है यह ,
तो जब सवाल जी जायें इसके तो खुद ही जवाब है यह l

English Translation

Life what a mystery it is,

Not in tune with me since long back,

But still always alive in me it is.

Though Nights and nights spent in dark loneliness,

Yet days and days spent in festive sparks.

A mysterious unsolved question it is for sure,

Live the life questions undoubting it,

And then the mysterious questions are only the answers you were seeking for sure.

~Sneha

P.c. Google

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If is just a wish

If is just a wish,

For

Just

I wish,

If you had loved me the way I loved you,

If just you were less boy and more man,

If you had hold my hand and never let me go,

If you were just my story listener and I your’s ,

If you had been there for me, and never was I alone.

If you were my pillow and my pillow was not you.

But again if is just a wish.

~Sneha

मासूम सूफियाना मोहब्बत उसकी /her innocent divine love

पागल थी वो ,

कोई दीवानी थी वो,

आज नही है जब साथ मेरे ,

तब याद आ रही है वो,

कितनी बेशर्मी से रखी थी हर शर्त अपनी सामने उसके मैने ,

कितनी शिदत से मान ली थी हर शर्त मेरी उसने ,

कोई पागल थी वो,

कोई नादान थी वो,

एक दिन घंटो फूट के रोई भी थी बाहों में मेरे,

बेरुखी ने मेरी, थोड़ा था शायद उस दिन उसे ,

फिर भी आखिर में , मासूमियत से बोला था उसने,

माफ़ करना जो शर्ट गंधी की हो तुम्हारी , आंसुओं ने मेरे,

सच में पागल थी वो,

दीवानी थी वो ,

कोई मासूम थी वो l

English Translation

Crazy she was,

Mad she was,

Today when she is not here,

Her memories are here.

Remembering how without any thought I just keep putting my demands there,

How without any thought, she just always keep fulfilling them there,

Crazy she was,

Some innocent she was,

Remembering, how that day she had cried for hours on my shoulder,

Your rudeness had broken her for sure, said that day my shoulder.

Remembering yet at last, how with all innocence she said,

Forgive me, if my tears had spoiled your shirt dear.

For sure, Mad she was,

Crazy she was,

Innocent she was.

P.c.-google

~Sneha

How is it possible ?

Just tell me how is it possible ?

I m so affected by you,

Your rudeness, your hatred,

Nothing took you from me.

Just tell me how is it possible !

You so unaffected by me,

My love, my care,

Nothing ever touched you.

I m thirsty, like the first day,

And you ! dry as always,

My pain, my suffering,

All in vain.

Your coldness, your crudeness,

All approved, all accepted.

Just tell me ! how it is possible ?

P.C. ~google

~sneha

Variant feelings, testimony of life.

You are felt ,

Some with shedding tears,

Some with broad smiles .

Bad or good you are there to make us feel alive.

No matter how dark you may be ,

No matter at all,

Only truth is that you are felt, is a testimony of life.

Wondering in all this,

All talked in their blues,

When encountered the dark side of you.

it makes them cold,

it makes them gone,

That is always what they grumble,

I wonder this ,

It’s life no less ,

Then why they fuss !

The shade of yours to whine,

To grumble, to talk,

Is the one never ever talked about,

One of your true dark shades.

One of it is there,

Felt deep, felt silently ,

far from whine.

Every feeling of it,

confirm the living is dying..

And that is oh Feeling,

Is one of your darkest shade,

It is that emptiness,

That tiredness,

That feeling, “feeling not to live”

Dearie give all your shades to all .

High, low, good, bad, happy, sad,

success, failure, love, hate,

acceptance, ignorance,

companionship, lonely,

shower your all shades on all.

Give all at least one reason to live,

to smile, to cry..

But never that shade,

Never that feeling,

Never that emptiness,

Never that tiredness…

~Sneha

P.c. – Google

मरती इंसानियत , हारता हिन्द

मैं भारत, देख रहा सब हूँ ,

मरते देख रहा हूँ , इंसानियत को मैं,

पनपते देख रहा हूँ , हैवानियत को मैं |

कल निर्भया थी , आज आशिफ़ा है |

कल तक हर गुनाह पर , मजहब बीच में ला रहे थे तुम ,

लो आज मजहब के नाम पे ही गुनाह कर आये तुम |

वाह इंसान ! देख रहा हूँ तुझ को मैं ,

पर देखते देखते मेरे , कब तू नफरत का ये ठेकेदार बना ,

नाम लेते लेते मेरा , कब मुझको ही भूला तु ,

सोच रहा हूँ , अब मैं यह |

~Sneha

P.c. google

बेईमान इश्क़/ Impostor love

जाना कल आई थी तुम मेरे सपने में ।

थोड़ी व्याकुल सी , थोड़ी परेशान सी ।

देख तुझको यूँ , मैं भी व्याकुल हो चला था ।

आंख खुलते ही , तेरा हाल-चाल जानना चाहा था ।

पर बदल लिए जाना, तूने तो अब जाना अपने ।

जा अब, पूछेंगे वही हाल-चाल तेरे l

साथी था तेरा मैं कभी , अब मुसाफिर हूँ मैं ।

कल सुना सखियों से बतलाते हुए तुझे की,

अफ़सोस हुआ तुझे , मैं आया नहीं तेरे पीछे ,

बेआबरू जो हमारी मोहबात की तूने, इज़्ज़त कुछ उसकी बचा रहा था मैं ।

पर जाना मोहब्बत तो तुमने भी की थी न ? आई क्यों नहीं तुम वापिस उसको बचाने ।

English Translation

Sweetheart last night you came in my dream,

Bit disturbed, bit worried,

Seeing you like that, how could I stay calm.

My eyes open wide, and I wanted to know , you doing fine ?

I remembered sweetheart then, you had changed your sweetheart now,

Now he will only see how you are doing.

I was your mate , now I am just a traveller,

I heard you complaining your friends, I did’nt tried, I did’nt came after you,

Sad you were.

But sweetheart how could I ?

Busy I was trying to safe the pride of our love which you had crushed badly.

One question just dear,

You were also in love na ? why did’nt you came back to save our love.

~ Sneha

P.C. Google

P.s. in context of a man ditched by a woman but still in hope, still concerned for her.