Life complexity and it’s simple rule

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Life is simple but yet complex and weird, not in case of mine only, but of all I think, as it is life, complex and weird is what it is always, that is what is needed always to keep it moving, keep it in it’s pulsatile motion, straight it can’t be lived ever.

What is a formula to live ? people always wonder, for all are scared of the weirdness and it’s down motion which they have to face off and on, tantrums of life we can say it  in that way too.

Few people say listen to your heart and live few say listen to your mind and live, few say listen to other people, experienced one and live accordingly.

Truth is neither your heart, neither your mind , neither the experienced people will save you from facing what has to be there for you, you need to have your own experience of life, It’s not true that your heart will always take you on right path, it may make some mistakes, may make you fall for wrong people, but still live with your heart, live your mistakes, for whatever they will be, they will be your, your own experience.

Your mind, it is  also a myth that it is wise always, sometime listening to it may leave you nowhere,  even alone too may be, But still listen to it for it is your own voice to guide, Whatever outcome it will be, you will be living yourself.

People they may be right sometimes but they will never lead you on a right track for sure, your mind and heart may or may not be right but living according to people will never be, for in that case you will never live your life.

There is a saying ” listen to all but do only what your voice says to you” for in true sense that is a way to live, live by your heart, live by your brain, live by yourself, give your self chance to prove not to people around and their words, make your own route, gain your own experiences, make your own mistakes, love all you meet in this way, get bit hurt, no harm in anything but you have to live, you have to feel all emotions, pulsatile life you have to live it that way, and remember no regret for living yourself ever, for it’s you and your life.

You never harmed anyone, you never ditched anyone, so for having your bad experiences never regret, for life would have given you that anyway, if listened to yourself or not, at least here you know you gave yourself a chance, you listened to yourself.

It’s not about what you want always, but what life wants for you, so just go with the waves, live your voices, love all, give all what you can, and never regret. For yes life is complex, weird but simple for it has only one rule ” live yourself “.

sneha

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Ekh khayal /a thought

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Aaj phir ek khayal aaya ,
Khud se roothey barso hue yeh yaad aaj aaya..

Roothna to tujhse tha,
par tu tha hi kab apna, jo rooth paatey tujhse hum..

Ek shayad sirf hum hee to apne the,  baki sab ko to gair paya.

Wafa kii har gair se humne,
par bewafayi khud se hi kar gaye.

Pathar ki duniya me insaan dhundney nikle the,
par khud hi patthar ban gaye.

Manaa lete hain yun toh har roothey hue ko hum,
Par khud ko manaye barso hue,
Yeh yaad humein aaj aaya..

ENGLISH TRANSLATION

Today a thought came by,
Making me think it’s been ages I met myself.

It should be you, whom I should be annoyed to never taking pain to meet,
But when you were mine ? that I could express my anger to you.

May be it was Me for myself only,  rest all were strangers.
Always I had been loyal to everyone,
but proved disloyal to myself only in being loyal to all.

In this cold hearted world was trying to search a human heart, but ironic got turned into cold hearted one myself.

Always I am able to make peace with all, but it’s been ages I had made peace with myself.
All thoughts came by today and made me wonder what enemy I had been to myself.

sneha

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Ankahee/ unsaid

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Kuch baatein aaj phir ankahee c reh gayi,

Koi dastaan phir aaj adhuri c reh gayi.

Berukhi bayan kar gayi kisi ki aaj phir kuch,

Jubaan kisi ki aaj bin boley kuch phir reh gayi.

Kuchey se aaj phir, khwaab koi dastak de nikla,

Ishq ki jubaan aaj phir bezubaan hogayi.

Kahani aaj koi phir adhuri reh gayi,

Dastan aaj phir koi ankahee c reh gayi.

ENGLISH TRANS

Few things are left unsaid again today,

Some story is left incomplete again today.

Rudeness of someone revealed something again today,

Voice of someone went silent today again.

A dream came by knocked at the door and left again today,

Voice of love went silent today again.

Some story made incomplete again today,

Some tale today went unsaid again.

~ Sneha

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Agar/if

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“Agar unhey bhee  mohabaat  thodi si hum se hum jaisi hoti,

to zindagi ki dastaan aaj aur kuch hoti .

Na hum tadaptey apni tanhayi me,

na wo banjarey hotey in mohabaat ki raahon me,
do adhoorey poorey hotey,
bas unhey bhee agar thodi si mohabaat hum se hum jaisi hoti.

ENGLISH TRANSLATION

If he had felt for me the way I for him,
Than story of life would have been different,
Neither I would have been in a lonesome pain, neither he would be wandering for love in a nomad shoes ,
Two incomplete would be complete,
if only he had loved me the way I loved him ..

~sneha

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Just a Concern voice not an Anti-nationalist

“Har naazariye se dekhne ki Nazzar mil jaye,
Duniya samaj loon vho samaj mil jaye ”
I know it’s too late, to share my view on JNU matter, but what could I had said when I myself was not sure whats going around, people near me who so ever was discussing the matter shut me down when I start giving my view on it, for it was bit different from them, they start hating me making fun of me coz of my perspective, never this happened before  in spite of my having different view most of the time than others. This made me doubt on my approach too, though I always thought I can think and see things more clearly than my fellow ppl on some issues, but yet I felt either something is wrong with me or seriously wrong with my countrymen.

I wished I would have been wrong, but bitter truth is my country present scenario is, democracy is getting suppress here, you can only be a yes man to the present government, debating and asking question will put you under the sedition charges.
I am wondering when our constitution gave us freedom of speech then from where this law of sedition came to suppress the questionable mind voices.

New government is very good for development of my Nation but it’s unbalanced. On Global level new PM has right Strategies to make my country rise, even I feel he is a very good businesses man and will raise economical status of my country too, also best speaker in present I can say, but Here comes the unbalanced part new government becoming a dictator, anyone saying anything against it, raise any question, is declared as anti nationalist, when it itself has such a big lacuna of being communal in a secular country, making agenda of making our nation “Hindu Rastra” where our Nation is a country of all religions in the world. Actually in a right way according to me it is a “dharam rastra” ( all religious ppl living different religion following different faith but walking on same path of God, serving the humanity ).

No one is perfect and sadly my this government is too, Earlier one was secular, unbiased, works in reforming poors and women but on same proved to be corrupt. The new one wants to make country modernise, well known Globally, developed from developing, but how will they? if they will not be equal with all citizens of the nation, when youth will be suppress, questionable minds will be killed, raise voices will be shut, hatred will be spread for one another only for having different perspective, Nationality will be define as following particular party  or faith but not with the concern and love one has for their Nation, all this will surely make our Nation hollow from within, then how it will rise ?
May we all can open our eyes, see both sides of coin, stop following blindly the words spread, at least respect and  understand others perspective if can not agree, stop being judgmental for others, and may we all can live with the truth that everyone has their own presumption and assumptions it make them themselves, not a wrong human being. And I  am sure when this change will come in any Nation no one can stop it from being a developed Nation as it’s a sign of a rational, reasonable, educated and vigilant citizens of a nation.

sneha