Variant feelings, testimony of life.

You are felt ,

Some with shedding tears,

Some with broad smiles .

Bad or good you are there to make us feel alive.

No matter how dark you may be ,

No matter at all,

Only truth is that you are felt, is a testimony of life.

Wondering in all this,

All talked in their blues,

When encountered the dark side of you.

it makes them cold,

it makes them gone,

That is always what they grumble,

I wonder this ,

It’s life no less ,

Then why they fuss !

The shade of yours to whine,

To grumble, to talk,

Is the one never ever talked about,

One of your true dark shades.

One of it is there,

Felt deep, felt silently ,

far from whine.

Every feeling of it,

confirm the living is dying..

And that is oh Feeling,

Is one of your darkest shade,

It is that emptyness,

That tiredness,

That feeling, “feeling not to live”

Dearie give all your shades to all .

High, low, good, bad, happy, sad,

success, failure, love, hate,

acceptance, ignorance,

companionship, lonely,

shower your all shades on all.

Give all atleast one reason to live,

to smile, to cry..

But never that shade,

Never that feeling,

Never that emptyness,

Never that tiredness…

~Sneha

P.c. – Google

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बेईमान इश्क़/ Impostor love

जाना कल आई थी तुम मेरे सपने में ।

थोड़ी व्याकुल सी , थोड़ी परेशान सी ।

देख तुझको यूँ , मैं भी व्याकुल हो चला था ।

आंख खुलते ही , तेरा हाल-चाल जानना चाहा था ।

पर बदल लिए जाना, तूने तो अब जाना अपने ।

जा अब, पूछेंगे वही हाल-चाल तेरे l

साथी था तेरा मैं कभी , अब मुसाफिर हूँ मैं ।

कल सुना सखियों से बतलाते हुए तुझे की,

अफ़सोस हुआ तुझे , मैं आया नहीं तेरे पीछे ,

बेआबरू जो हमारी मोहबात की तूने, इज़्ज़त कुछ उसकी बचा रहा था मैं ।

पर जाना मोहब्बत तो तुमने भी की थी न ? आई क्यों नहीं तुम वापिस उसको बचाने ।

English Translation

Sweetheart last night you came in my dream,

Bit disturbed, bit worried,

Seeing you like that, how could I stay calm.

My eyes open wide, and I wanted to know , you doing fine ?

I remembered sweetheart then, you had changed your sweetheart now,

Now he will only see how you are doing.

I was your mate , now I am just a traveller,

I heard you complaining your friends, I did’nt tried, I did’nt came after you,

Sad you were.

But sweetheart how could I ?

Busy I was trying to safe the pride of our love which you had crushed badly.

One question just dear,

You were also in love na ? why did’nt you came back to save our love.

~ Sneha

P.C. Google

P.s. in context of a man ditched by a woman but still in hope, still concerned for her.

तेवर/ Attitude

ले बदल दिये मैने तेवर अपने ,

है अब मेरे हर एक आँशु का कर्ज तुझ पे ,

है तू कर्जदार अब मेरा ,

काबिल नही था मैं कभी तेरे ,

पास बुला के , बोल ये हर बार ठुकराया तूने,

ले नाकाबिल करार किया तुझको मैंने ,

औकात नही तेरी, चुका सके क़र्ज़ तू मेरा अब,

जा बदल दिए तेवर मैने अपने अब l

ENGLISH TRANSLATION

I am changed now, and so is my attitude,

You always asked for it so I am now,

You are in debt to my each tear,

You called me every time,

raising my hopes,

Only to shatter them, saying I am inapt ,

Today I declare you inapt,

Now unfit you are,

never ever can make yourself free from my indebtedness,

I am changed, and so is my attitude now.

~Sneha

P.c. Google.

P.s. in context of woman pain living wrong relationship.

एक उलझन/ tangle thoughts

बस एक जिद्द थी उसकी, कुछ सुनहरी यादें बुनने की संग तेरे ,

पर हर लमहे पे अफ़सोस हो, कुछ ऐसी यादें दे दी तूने उसे ,

एक मासूम सा सवाल था उसका , बिछडते हुए कुछ युं फिर भी ,

” याद तो आऊंगी ना मै तुम्हे कभी” l

English translation

She just wanted to have memories to treasure, you gifted her time to regret.

Fool she was , yet asking silly question on depart.

“Will you miss me someday ?”

~ Sneha

P.C Google.

उसकी कहानी / her story

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कहानी बस तेरी और उसकी इतनी ही है ,

तू कुछ आबाद ज़्यादा है , संग उसको तू खुद के , इसलिए पाया है l

वो कुछ बर्बाद ज्यादा है , संग इसलिए तुझको खुद के उसने पाया है l

जो होती मोहब्बत उसे खुद से थोड़ी ,

तो तू युं मोहब्बत कि बारिश मे उसकी नहाया न होता l

~कहानी कुछ उसकी थोडी उसकी ही जुबानी अब~

कहानी बस तेरी मेरी इतनी
मै बर्बाद कुछ ज्यादा, तू आबाद कुछ ज्यादा,
मै बर्बाद तेरी बेरुखी से, तू आबाद मेरी मोहब्बत से l

English translation
Your and her story is this much only
You are blessed and lucky one that’s why you got her with you,

she is unlucky, cursed one that’s why got you around her,

If she had loved herself a bit more, than loved had not showered on you this way .

~The same story a little by her~

I am ruined a bit, you are blessed a bit,
I am ruined by your rudness, you are blessed by my love.

~sneha
P.c. Google

P.s. in context of one sided love

कैसे मानूं ये जुदाई तेरी मेरी/ how to believe

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कैसे मान लूं दिल तुम्हारा कभी धड़का न होगा ,

कैसे मान लूं , यादें तड़पाती न होंगी कभी तुम्हे l

कैसे मान लूं जो हाल है मेरा यहाँ , वो हाल नही है तेरा वहाँ l

कैसे मान लूं , पल जो जीये मैने , संग मेरे वो जीये न होँगे तुमने ,

कैसे मान लूं जो ये रूठा है तू, अलविदा बोल चला है तू, निकला है दिल से ही तेरे l

कैसे मान लूं तू वो नही अब , जिस से मिली थी मै कभी,

कैसे मान लूं खुश है तू बिछड़ के मुझसे वहाँ , जब खुश नही मैं बिछड़ के तुझ से यहाँ l

English translation

how to believe
How to believe your heart never miss it’s beat like mine did,
How to believe you don’t get affected by memories like I do.
How to believe you are not at same place, where I am.
How to believe the moments I live , never existed for u.
How to believe your bye for ever, came from your heart only,
How to believe you are not the one I met before.
How to believe you are happy there , when I am not happy here.

~ sneha
P.C. Google

P.s. in context of a pain to be left alone all of sudden ..

कोई नयी बात / something new from today

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आज  ज़रा कोई नयी  बात हो जाये ,
नफ़रत उसे  थोड़ी, उस से  हो  जाये ,
मोहब्बत  थोड़ी उसे  खुद  से  हो  जाये  फिर l

यूँ जो खुद  के बनाये  ग़मो  के साये  मे  बैठा  है  वो ,
क्या पायेगा  वो यहाँ ?
खोकर खुद को, वो नादान, मिट जायेगा बस यहाँ l

जिद है, संभल  जा  तू, तो  अच्छा,
मोहब्बत कर  ले खुद से तू, तो  अच्छा ,
नही तो  फिर  फ़ना बेवजह यूँ हीं हो  जायेगा तू l

             ENGLISH TRANSLATION

Wish something new to happen today,
May  a bit hatred  in your heart come for him today,
Than may be you start loving yourself bit again from today.

The way you sitting lost in world of pain of yours,
What you will ever get here ?
You will be lost in this, and my innocent friend you will be destroyed here only.

It’s your obsession, kill it , good it will be,
start loving yourself , good it will be,
Otherwise without any reason you will be demolished for ever .

P.C.- Google

~Sneha

Blind love

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He started kissing her,
Her heart cried,
She finally said  u don’t love me and u do this, I am here, because I love you, but why you ?
His cold heart spoke the answer “because I am a man ”
And my poor lady, fool she is no doubt, loving a man like him blindly, for whom she is no one, the one who even don’t deserve her love, yet she surrender herself again to him, in hope of winning his heart one day.

~ sneha
P.c. google

LIAR BOTH WE ARE

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You came and you went,
Happy in your place,
Liar you are, just like me.

Your soft touch, your smile,
Peeking in my mind,
All your memories day and night.

Life dreaming for you,
complete it will be with you,
Fantasy of mine it is, what to do ?

Love for you,
care for you,
Things to talk to you,
things to share with you,
But you are here, when ?
Simply You came, and you went.

Thinking of you,
Dreaming of you,
Craving for you,
Dying for you,
From here where to go,
is the mess I am living now,
Liar, both we are,
left alone both we are.

P.C. Google

~ sneha

Incomplete love

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She love him a lot  without any condition, without any reason, find her peace in him, herself amused why on earth it is so.

He love her too, her simplicity, her innocency, all make him think, how in today’s world any one can be this way, and why on earth he will fall for a person with it, confuse he is .

Therefore whenever things start between them, he throw her back, thinking how can she love him, how can he love her, he is not good for her, She is not like what he wanted, what reason on earth they have for this love.

She wants to be together, would do anything in her hand for it, but also move back, thinking he does not want it, she initiated, made all her efforts, but now her feminine ego speak, don’t push let him come if he too want his peace in you.

Hence their story left incomplete, leaving both empty within.

Moral- never doubt a love, if there’s a reason to love it’s not love. Never let any ego come if it’s love nothing matters in between.

sneha

p.c. google